I love having a page on something then not goin on it for a long time.It shows how I have progressed in life,how i have changed from being an obsessive 16 year old to a semi matured almost18 year old.Some of the things I would say are unusual I never realize how stupid I would sound until a year later when i read messages on myspace or in this case a journal i posted on buzznet.I managed to forget my password which was kind of a good thing since now i realize hohw i have changed in life.I really think somethings have changed for the good other I dont know why they would happen to me.Anyway this year should be someting new Next year I'm out of the house and in a new world.I'm petrafied scared of what this is going to do for me.Hopefully by then I'll know exactly what I want to make of my I plan on trying and doing some thing in Psychology. I cant wait till I come back on this in a year and realize the change.Well everyone I hope yall have an amazing year.:]